being more specific

Dear Universe:

I would like to take the opportunity to be more specific. I would like to put it out there that I want to finally be able to pay my parking ticket, and also get a new contact lens prescription, and have Alaap's computer sent here for me to borrow, and finally the Canon A1000 IS, preferably in violet, or brown if violet ones are out of stock.

I understand some things take time. I'm cool with that. It's just been so long since I had a digital camera, and contact lenses, and a functioning computer of my own with internet access. The time is nearing for these things to come into my life I think. Just putting it out there...

Also, thank you for blessing me with the opportunity to come out to NOLA, even through the difficulties I've faced being here, and the debt collectors' hounds on my trail. I know now that I am the toughest of cookies, and from here on out I am fully capable of handling up when shit goes down. Thanks for that, really, because before I used to be kind of a weenie and was afraid of a lot of things. Thanks for beefin me up. I love you for trusting me that I'll be fine.

The Universe is too deep and complex for me to comprehend, but it is not so deep that I don't see the love. I see it, it is bright and beautiful and perpetually overflowing. Praise to the Universe for bathing us in this love nonstop, even tho we may not always be aware.