slowly, positive

getting back to things slowly and surely, staying positive.

i think part of the reason i'm stressed is cuz i have to do lots of personal business while i'm at work and it takes away attention from the quality of my work and time....i don't have a working computer at home, and my laptop is broken. my friend dom is letting me use his desktop meanwhile, i'm excited about having a comp. at my home! while i'm not looking forward to maybe having to take some work home, i'm certainly very very excited to finally leave my personal business at home and out of my workday, as my work days are busy enough...

i am slowly getting into repairing my automobile. i can honestly see my car getting repaired, and me not having to bother people for rides anymore. i am very excited for the prospect of this, and very excited that i can even *visualize* it. before i couldnt. my mind was too cloudy. i get quite worried when i cant visualize outcomes; it makes me think it won't happen. but now i see it. i see giving paige & james rides every other week. i see myself parking under the bridge again. i see myself driving uptown again! i see myself visiting paige more! i visualize also picking up/dropping off heroes. i visualize myself getting gas. i visualize myself happy and relieved.

either i get it done at pep boys, at the dealership, or with greg. i visualize greg calling me back later this afternoon.

i visualize myself happy, and relieved.