catchin my breath

it's been so crazy these past few weeks. the house is a mess. all i do when i get home is sleep sleep sleep, which is something i never wanted to be! but i need that sleep so much...

and i need a better bed...

and i need to find a clutch for my car...

and i need to start prepping for sxsw...i'll be playing it with Ilea mark and ira! it's gonna be a blast...

i need to get as much sleep as i can because these next few weeks are gonna be HELL. i dont want to but i know i've gotta plan for the future, what with february dedicated to mardi gras, and march i'll be working very hard, and my proposal should be finished by then...i need a huge calendar on my wall that can stare me in the face at all times and keep me on my game.

i need to stretch more.
i need to do grocery shopping.
must look into taichi quigong or somethin like that.

i barely have time to visualize my future, this frustrates me. i know what needs to be done, and i know some deadlines, but i cant VISUALIZE my success because between two jobs there's just no time at all! i needed that massage today...

try visualizing today after work for two minutes?
waiting at the office for a little bit for chad to drop me home. during that time i'll probably sleep, and make up calendars for these next coming months. i'll map out right then, or maybe just when i get home. when i get home, i will probably sleep for a little bit, and wake up to clean, and finish the calendars.

little by little, put everything in its place.
and now its time to GOO!